Sunday, April 24, 2011

Took a little breather..

Happy Easter!!  So many things to be grateful for on this special day. I'm most grateful for our Savior, who thought I was worth making such a great sacrifice. I will be forever grateful for the things he has done (and continues to do) for me. If someone had told me three years ago that I would come back to the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints and love it, I would have laughed a side-splitting laugh in their face. But it was hands down the BEST decision I've ever made in my life. Don't get me wrong, it was hard. I can honestly say that it was the hardest thing I've ever done or been through, and I've been through some pretty hard things. When I came back to church, I lost the majority of my friends, with the exception of a handful My bestie, Kerri, is the most supportive friend a girl could ask for.. I was harrassed and threatened daily by those who used to know me. I didn't know who I was. I had to go through some things at church to get on the right path, and spent a lot of time feeling uncertain that I was worth it. But I coudn't shake the feeling that what I was doing was the right thing, and it turns out that it was. Maybe one day I will finally share my full conversion story publicly, but today is not that day. However, I will say that I can finally agree with our Father in Heaven that I AM worth all this trouble, because I am his child and I have a purpose in this life. That is the best feeling ever.

Wow, I did not realize that it had been nearly a month since my last update! Brand new blog, and I'm already slacking. I don't have a fancy or extravagant excuse, just the old standard. "I've been super busy." And I have.
 Here's an overview, for those who care:

Celebrated the big 28. Guess I finally have to admit I'm a grown up.

School has been kicking my butt this term. My (rockin') mentor Paul decided that it would be a good idea for me to finish math, both anatomy and physiology courses, Healthcare Ecosystems, and one other class this term. I could kick him, haha. As usual, I got a late start (it's a flaw). So I've been studying like a mad woman this past month to get everything done. I've readjusted my attitude, and I can sort of see a glow at the end of the school tunnel. It's very faint, but it's there.....

Work is great....and stressful. However, there may be a change on the horizon. An exciting change. Nothing set in stone, but I feel it's a good move.

Gearing up for my trip to Memphis. I'm super excited to spend some time with T and E (without all the family craziness. It's fun when they're here, but it's a lot of planning and craziness so they can see everyone.) Also planning to hit Seattle in September/October, and of course Burma in January.

Voice lessons are AWESOME. I was hesitant, but Julie has been able to kick my butt into gear and help me reach things I never thought possible. She's trying to get me to do a recital. My first reaction was oh heck no. However, I may do it for Mom and Dad. Aren't recitals for six year olds?

Last but not least. I've been spending quite a bit of time with friends and family recently, which has been fabulous. T & E are in town, I got to see the extended family for a bit (with the exception of the Herricks...as in D & T. Miss you guys).

I'm done. It's been a crazy weekend with all the stuff going on, and a full work week is ahead.  Best wishes to everyone for a great week!